Little Piece of You
It will be lonely now,
No huge smile embraces my heart
As I usually see the whole universe there
Little sad cause I didn’t find you
That chair will always empty
But my heart keep warming
By reminiscence of you
By the smile I will not forget
By the warmth of your voice
And the feeling I feel for you
To: J.X
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Hate That
I hate this feeling
I hate feeling sad
I hate to miss someone badly
I hate that you have to leave
This is not the end
I know!
There’s no end for friendship and emotion
When a friend leave, friendship stays
When someone who makes you smile leave, they will flourish in your heart
Beautiful things don’t end that easily
It will remain in heart
And in mind of them who’d been touched
So goodbye for a short
Reach your dream as I will reach mine
I will remember you and your perfect smile
Hope you will remember me as well
To: Xi
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Just a Feeling
I think I saw my friend, it’s impossible for him to show up, but I’m just too excited and call his name. Disappointed, coz it wasn’t him. I really miss him, Huh?
Hate that I cannot chat with him, hate that I cannot make jokes and talk about everything. And this feeling inspired me to write another novel.
He will leave this country soon in this month, still feeling sad. Ah…
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The World Today
There are best friend, there are bosses, there are co-workers, and there are idols.
I live in this mesmerizing world, with this crazing little world around me but I love it….
There is this guy, Xi, he was so funny, every time we passing by at the hall or any place at office, he will say hello and smile brightly. It’s so sweet and generous. I can’t find much character like him, and it’s great to find another nice person. He likes to sleep after lunch, and he’s skinny. He loves to wear suit, though I don’t now when the last time he washes his suit. Yah… that’s his thing.
There is this woman, she speak out loud. She cheers the situation and sometimes makes it ‘boom’. It’s always extraordinary with her no ordinary words in his dictionary. At first, I met her at another country, and when I know her, she’s so kind.
There are stories.
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It seems so strange, I don’t know why he really that important for me.
Maybe because we have so many things in common, we’re that ‘kid’, we like movies, we share same passion for our hobby, we’re on the same age, and we’re just ‘click’ and instantly become friend in a short time. Maybe because in him I found a little bit of me and after all he’s so funny. I think everything about him makes me feel comfortable.
Today I’m feeling sad, though I know goodbye is not the end, there’s no such lost. This feeling will pass, and every time I looks at the sky and amaze for the beauty I will remember him, my best friend.
By this I realize…
What is presence? It is something I try to understand, and today Universe gives me this test. His future absences is my another test. I will pass this, because presence is not just about being there or here, it is about heart that feels. No matter how far he is, I will have him near in my heart. This beautiful feeling I feels will not vanish like ashes or evaporate like dew; it will stay and refreshes me. Just like them whom not here, but I never feels lonely. Friendship stays forever, in this moment or another, in this world or another, in this place or another…
Like the circles of Phoenix, it will rise from ashes…and eternally live.
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Lately Amazing Thing Happens
Lately amazing thing happens to me.
It was another ordinary day with my routine and everything. One thing that makes it different is I really missed my friend so much that day. He was my former co-worker; we used to work in the same Project. He’s such any ordinary guy, funny, simple, modest, and witty. We have so many things in common, our hobbies, our movies and our character.
As far as I know, he will leave the company which we work now. It break my heart, knowing that I wouldn’t seen him any more, sad that I had none to share stories of my hobbies, hate that I cannot smile and chat with him if he left. I will miss everything about him. He inspired me to jump in my hobbies, funny how he made me take one simple choice, which I believe would give colour in my life.
That day I thought he already left, so this deep missing feeling rush in to me.
The next day, when I yesterday I really want to see him, he appears just like a dream. We talks and share jokes, he also share his journey. I’m very happy; it was one of my best days.
It feels amusing; when I really want one good thing happen to me, it actually happens.
Today, I didn’t meet him, yesterday also. But, I didn’t miss him anymore. He needs to leave and move on, so I will pray for the best. We will be friends as we’re always. That one day seems to be my farewell.
To: My Friend.
PS: This is a view from my office, and I will remember him every time the night looks like this.
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Thai-I Memory 2009
In life, happiness is the key, and one important thing to quote is… “Do not seek happiness outside cause it always stays inside”
I’m grateful I have a lot of thing to grateful of, and one is my friends.
I’m working in Chinese Company, where most of my co-worker is Chinese. They speak English less and sometimes barely speak. It’s hard to understand at first but within time, hang around with them, we can understand them. So funny I think, learning other person language… with the hard way. 
Below are some of my co-workers in Supply Chain Division, three person in the picture already resign from this Company but other remain. Other two already moved to other country. I always miss this moment, and grateful that I’d through it. Smile and laughing, eat Thailand Food, taking picture… It’s is one of my best moment.
I realize I had met the kindest person I’d ever met here, the sweetest one also. Sad to say goodbye but it won’t make any of this memory less valuable, instead it becomes precious from time to time.
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I Miss Jaz
12 January 2010
I miss you Jaz… so much I don’t know why.
We’ve met yesterday, shared music and laughed out loud, but it seems like forever when you’re note here. It is you smile I miss the most, it bring airy field into this celestial around me. You remind me with my friend, he already left and I hate that I cannot share our hobbies anymore. With you here and with your warmth I feel calm.
I like this emotion, it makes me smile and give me a light. I want this feeling stay and I don’t wanna leave.
I love this place, I find you, I find friends, best friends, colleagues and love and a different life.
Hope to see you tomorrow.
-Jaz-
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The Swan and The Duck
Here alone…
I made my mind…
Made my choices…
I know I love them, my friends. But, sometimes I just want them to say that I’m precious as their friend. But, they often said the opposite and I need all the love and the smile to survive. I cannot survive with rejection even though it never meant to. Why so hard to say that you care and why so hard to appreciate for what you have…
Here people flatter and adore… there no one adore…
Here I’m the swan… but there I’m the duck..
How can I leave if they love me?
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Feel my Feeling
It was love or it wasn’t love
Those eyes speak to me
Wondering and asking
My eyes answering and yearning
We say hi each other in silence
O! This is seems not true, but
Why you keep looking like that?
I feel my heart beating
And seems I can hear your heart mumbling words to me as return
I can’t breathe when I’m near you
The air was taken from me
You made me smile and I hate that we don’t even know each other
Make your move
I will prepare mine
Feel my feeling
I know you knew
Dec 13, 2009
H.C
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